Guilt makes you stop living.
You did it. Yes you did. Okay. Assume it. Expect the backlash but don't stop moving.
I say this because there is no use for you to be guilty.
You can't change what you did or go back in time. You did it for a reason and you hurt some people in the process. But we all get hurt and we all have been hurt. We have all forgiven and are entitled to be forgiven.
Protect yourself. Do better next time. BUT DON'T STOP MOVING!!!