oo I am not going to lie. i look at people on facebook and i don't know them and i have just discovered that facebook photos are so deceiving.

You look and see a beautiful creature in the photos and then when you see them in real life they aren't half as great as they appeared. Well, it's just simply disappointing. They don't have that great smile and they are giants with greasy hair and big eyebrows but more then that they don't look sweet like they did in the photos they look like they aren't satisfied.

Then you see some people who are completely horrid in photos but in real life they just beam, with that smile and those eyes and they are kind and rather innocent...a photo just can't catch them...or at least not one up until now.

I am weak for sweetness and that element of innocence despite ones life experiences. people would be surprised i had an innocence still after all the things they discovered about me. They'd say, You shouldn't be smiling and innocent at all. the charm was that I retained myself...the sweet part of me somewhere stayed.

I hope i am still more or less sweet. I must be hard in many ways now but i hope at least with shiyara i have my six year old self available to her.