Today, I'll keep this relatively short since I do have some reading I need to get started on. I already knew before this school year started that my attitude toward almost everything was going to be a complete turnaround from last year. I'm finding that to be even more painstakingly true than I could have ever imagined. For instance, I already knew that I was going to be even more apathetic towards my roommate (if that were possible). I didn't know that I was quite going to take it to the extreme that I have. I already told you that her mother bought some of my textbooks for me. A few of them I bought myself. Why is it that she feels that she gets to sell my books back when her mother gave her the extra money to give to me for my (and I repeat MY) books? Didn't her mother give that money to me and just use her as a medium? Just because her mother didn't help her buy her textbooks doesn't mean that she gets to sell mine at the end of the semester. So, I guess that the only way to solve this, and it works well for me since I have so much doggone pride, is to pay her mother back. If her mother decides to give some of that money to her then that is between them. Then, there won't be any issue of who bought my books because in the end I will be able to say that I paid for all of my textbooks myself, my roommate's mother just helped me to defer the time period of when I would actually have to pay for them. Am I right or wrong? Help me out. I'm not as concerned with my hair anymore since I live in the deep south where it is always humid as all get out. I don't really talk to my roommate like I used to. She may think it's because she isn't around as much due to her sorority, but it has, in part, been intentional on my behalf. I just don't feel the need to talk to her the way that I used to since she does so much that irritates me. It really feels like I've been back for a few months now, but it's only been two weeks. It's going to be a long semester. I'm just going to have to try to make it a good one.


P.S. So much for keep it short ;-)