Yesterday evening I was reading from James 3: CONTROLLING YOUR Tongue...how, I mean really, how do you learn to do that. I have always said that I can't pretend to be something that I am not, maybe this is just an excuse for me to be whatever I want to be. I don't really try very hard to control my tongue, and it is steering my body somewhere that I don't really want to go. My relationship with God has not been what it should be, I mean, I know that it never will be what it should be ideally, but I feel like it isn't even in the realm of a relationship in General. So this leaves me questioning who I am, what I believe and whether or not I am a "Christian" at all. Maybe "Christian" isn't the best reference; I question whether I am part of the Kingdom, though I know that I am. Does this question plague all that seek Christ as their personal Savior?
