My life has never really been normal. It has always had it's ups and downs. Well, of late, that sense of normalcy has been in real peril as things have been far from it. I have had to juggle so much each day.
As I was telling a friend of mine about my recent juggling act, he suggested that I stop and focus on getting healthy myself. He challenged me that the only way I can make it through this recent juggling act is if I was taking care of myself - physically, spiritually and emotionally.
One of his suggestions was that I run every day.
So, this morning I went on my 2nd consecutive day of running. It wasn't long, but I ran for 30 minutes today. In that running, I put on some awesome music (some secular and some Christian) on my iPod. But, it was funny, when I ran to the secular music, I was mad and angry at life. I got all worked up over the smallest things.
But then, when I ran to Christian music, my shift focused from anger to God. It was as if God was ministering to me and nurturing me as I ran. As I ran and lifted my eyes up to the heavens, I cried, I praised Him, I allowed him to rest over me. I ran with a higher purpose in mind.
As I ran and focused on Christ, my mindset focused on trusting God's will and allowing Him to take care of me - where ever He leads me. I will be at peace about it because I know that God is going to take care of me.
By the way, if you are interested, the 3 songs I ran to the most were:
- "O Praise Him" by David Crowder Band
- "Speaking Louder than Before" by Jeremy Camp
- "Until the Whole World hears" by Casting Crowns.