Hi all, I'm hew here, I only have one objective here, how to achieve Nirvana. I want to cease to exist forever and never to come into existence ever again. How do I walk to this gate of death, I want to die, if I die I will never know that I had existed, I won't even be aware of my existence. I'm sorry if this comes off as a demanding question, I just want to get to the point. Should I consider becoming a monk? Where do I start?