But let all who take refuge in you be glad; let them ever sing for joy. Spread your protection over them, that those who love your name may rejoice in you.

Psalm 5:11 

I don't care how this Virus came to be, how it spread, or any of that.  It scares me at times, but mainly I am mad at it.  It is taking away good people, it is putting the nation in a state of fear.  It has me afraid at times just to go to the store.  Seeing masks or protective wear every where is really something else.

It is like we are living a movie that mocks us.  It is like Stephen King wrote it.  I hate it and I am Angry at it.  I pray every day for this to be taken away and the new normal start.  I miss eating out, but more so, I miss human touch and face to face interactions.  I miss church, I miss friends, I miss life!

That is why I am angry at it!  I feel like it took life away.  I work in mental health and even there we are affected by it in how we provide services.  Our clients are not getting all they need cause we can't be face to face.

I don't know what will happen and that scares me.  I do know this though, that it won't take my devotion to God away.  It won't take church away as that is truly the family of God and not some building.  I know that it won't take away friendships and family relationships.

I pray that this is over soon.  But man am I angry at it.