I am dating this girl. I Love her, she says she loves me. Everything is great; until she goes out and cheats on me. She also lies to me. We have talked about the cheating, and she has said she has no plans to stop. My life is a complete mess, and I know it. I think about killing myself daily. I don’t want to be alone, so I try my hardest to look the other way and put up with the lies and cheating. When she’s not sleeping with someone else, we’re great. We get along really well, we make eachother laugh, etc. She says she needs to cheat so she doesn’t get bored with me. I know its a crock, and it hurts my feelings, but its either accept this or be alone. I am ashamed to have let myself be taken for granted and treated like I don’t matter. She has no conscience, so even if I did something stupid or overt it wouldn’t matter to her. She’d just move on to the next sucker willing to keep her sorry ass warm at night and give her money. Yeah, she takes my money too. I hate myself.

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