I struggled with anxiety since I was small. I didn’t know that’s what could have been wrong with me until the past few years. But it doesn’t make it easier. Where do I go from here? I still feel like I did when I was small. Social situations almost make me flash back emotionally, because I feel the same inside. It terrifies me because I feel like I’m always going to feel alone no matter how I try to push myself out of my comfort zone. My husband wants more for me in life, and I feel like such a disappointment that I could actually be at peace sitting at home and not having to face people at all. But that’s not reality and life is only a little sweet atop that underlying misery in my mind.

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