I got into bed last night and had this bout of anxiety.  I tried to figure out where it was coming from and the internal answer I got was "you didn't blog, there's no post for tomorrow and the week!"  and.... I took a breath and told myself that was ok.  

Got anxious about it again this evening so here I am talking about that anxiety but not sure I'll be getting more posts out just this minute but hey, life you know?

In other news, I was chewing on a Gummy when I noticed a spider in my kitchen (NOPE) so I was escorting it outside (to the hallway) and a neighbour across the hall from me was just getting home and asked if I was removing a spider and I said YUP and then proceeded to half choke on the gummy and then swallow my own spit/saliva down the breathing tube but I didn't want to cough at the neighbour so I just kind of tried to not die and not cough but I also wasn't able to speak to her anymore either so I was like "mmm mmm hhhhmmmm" while smiling and nodding and backing back into my apartment to get away from the door before I coughed myself out of not dying and like hey, being a human is hard sometimes you know!