I'm tired.

Not, like metaphorically, I mean I'm literally tired right now.

This will be set to post in the morning but I'm writing it at 7:30 at night and I'm so Sleepy and just want to go to bed while knowing if I go to bed AND actually fall asleep (which I feel like I would) I likely wouldn't get the full night's Sleep I want (and probably need) and I don't want to risk going to bed and waking up way too early and having a weird sleep or bad sleep or I don't know I'm just really sleepy and it's too early for bed and man oh man if little girl me could hear me complaining about having to stay up later I think she'd be pretty confused and not thrilled with me!  (But also I feel like little me could have gone to sleep right now and gotten a good solid 11, 12 hours.... but I should ask my parents about that... or the internet... how long do kids sleep anyway?)

So yeah, I'm really sleepy, I'm not entirely sure why (big day? early morning?  bad sleep last night?) and I can't really go to bed yet so here I am tapping away at a computer... while sleepy, knowing that some times I feel this way and by the time I go to bed my system has decided it's going to be wide awake again and bodies (and brains) are kind of weird, you know?