Well, I tried not to overthink too much about last night, act natural and let things take their course.

We went to a movie and then out for coffee. Well, let’s just say I had a reason to worry, to think that something was wrong and that he was being distant. He had probably known on our last date that he would be ending things.

I tried to play it cool and not let my emotions show too much, but it definitely wasn’t the easy thing to do.

He was so good at the beginning. He always gave me the daily Communication that I craved, at the end of things I still got the daily communication but not as many messages throughout the course of the day as I used to.

I did like him. I did care for him. Is dating really supposed to be this hard? This difficult? Why can’t we go back to the old school way of meeting someone. That I could just meet someone through mutual friends or at church. I don’t like this whole online thing. It’s not easy, it’s hard and keeps hurting.