Ok, the end of yesterday wasn’t as bad as I had dreaded. Had dinner with my roommate and saw a movie. In the end I was crying over the true story in ‘Lion’ instead of Silly Boys who break my heart.

Today, well, today is one year since my last date with A. Thankfully I have had so much on my mind and been so busy that I haven’t had time to even think about it that much.

I’ve been more concerned about my misunderstandings with my friend. Trying to figure out the best way to discuss things with her than to make her more upset at me.

I am taking these things each one day at a time. Getting over Silly boys that aren’t the one for me. One day I will meet the man that God has for me. One day my relationships with my friends will go back to normal. One day I will actually be truly happy …