We both know how it happened. It was like a lightning from decent sky, like an earthquake to my soul and i fell. And i am still Falling each and every day since then.

I am no longer that young and i have some things to loose, but i’m not scared. Why should i be? There is nothing better than climbing in the bed next to him and falling asleep listening to his Heart beating and cat Gusts purring. Maybe there is something about his skin, that makes me feel so good when he is around. He is warm and cozy. He is a sunny day.

I remeber how i came to his house next day we met. It was early in the morning and I suprised him totally. He wasn’t expecting me to be that crazy. But I was and still am. He opened the door and huged me so thightly, that i couldn’t breath for a few seconds. Bone breaking hug, as i could call it.  And he looked so happy and approving. He inspires me to Follow my dreams. To follow my heart and just to be myself. All my craziness doesn’t scares him away. When i ask him will he jump with me, he just takes my hand and askes where do we jump.

The picture above is our first picture together made with my phone. We sendt it to his friend as an answer to question what is he doing. Yes, you can see a lack of quality, but it reminds me of this moment and few hours before, while i was driving the bus for 3 hours just to see him again.

Always when the time is coming and i know i will see him soon I get the feeling of excitement and buzz in me. I adore that moment, although it is almoust unendurable. I hope that this feeling never goes away.

K.

October 6th, 2016