At this time of Writing i have had several dmt trips. In each Trip i used a vaporizer and had mostly success administering the drug. For efficiency sake i’ll just go through what i consider to be my most powerful trip in which i considered myself to have “broken through”. In this session i inhaled two bags of DMT from my vaporizer. Probs around 50mg. Each of my Trip onsets have been very similar. Before I had this trip, I made sure to test the DMT to make sure it was pure.

First, before anything else, i feel my heart beat elevate substantially and feel a surge of adrenalin, either from the drug or from my own expectancy of what the drug will do (obviously DMT is not a recreational drug and involves a certain amount fear). As i lose sense of my heart beat a strong Buzzing begins to rise. As this happens you lose sensations from your physical body (dissociation). The buzzing feels like an increasing vibration which is intimately linked to a feeling of intensity. I open my eyes to grab the second bag from my friend to inhale. i can barely see my friend or feel where my hand is. The room is filled with fractals and i think i can see through the roof. Some how i inhaled the second bag and thats when shit gets real. The buzzing intensifies dramatically. My vision is filled with spiraling eyes moving in perfect synchronicity, this pattern forms a tunnel which i feel as though im being shot through at extraordinary speed and power. Almost like a violent rolercoaster where your not too sure how safe this ride is but your holdin on for deal life. The intensity and buzzing almost feel as though there accompanied with you moving at an extraordinary speed. i reach the climax of the intensity and see an amazing geometric pattern which i feel myself merge with. The patterns dissolves as i move through it and suddenly i recognise that i am in a new place. alot of what follows is hard to remember. as i was coming out i wrote alot of it down so really this is a recount of what i remembered just after and what i had recorderd. Once in this new place filled with amazing geometry, hidden meaning, i was viewing certain shapes trying to understand why this was being shown to me. I come from a science background and am hesitant to believe that ppl do necessarily leave their bodies however i distinctly remember thinking there is no way my mind is making this up. i had the impression that something was showing me things, things about the universe and about myself. i was seeing a double tetrahedron coming out of this pattern and merging with it again.

There were snakes moving through this environment and at some stages they were moving through me. symbols were everywhere however i couldnt understand them. Throughout this entire time i couldn’t feel myself breathing and was concerned that i may be dead. In the trip i remember feeling as though i had been obliterated into a thousand pieces and didn’t exist in time or space, lost all sense of self and separation, kinda in line with Buddhist notions of bliss. when coming back i always sense that theres so much to learn and you just feel as though the knowledge is sliding through your fingertips and you cannot possibly absorb everything. When back i always feel great, rejuvenated with a sense of peace, rest and ready to get motivated about something productive in life. Always wish i could remember more though. Having done it a few times im still not sure whats actually going on. i’ve had trips where i felt as though i may be going extremely deep into my own subconscious, however, the strong sense of being an observer of the environment that you are in is undeniable and if what is being experienced is purely from our own minds then that is amazing and nearly unbelievable in itself.