THOSE WERE MY EXACT THOUGHTS MOST OF THE DAY AFTER 12PM WHEN THE GLOBAL OUTAGE HAPPENDED. I WAS TRYING TO SEND A MESSAGE TO MY SISTER ON WHATSAPP AND IT WOULD NOT GO THROUGH, THEN I SLOWLY LEARNED THAT FACEBOOK, INSTAGRAM AND WHATSAPP WERE ALL DOWN ACROSS THE WORLD. WHEN STERLING CALLed IN THE EVENING, I WAS JOKING WITH HIM THAT SINCE I WAS WORKING ON A FACEBOOK PAGE AND INSTAGRAM PAGE FOR THE THUNDER'S BELLA PROJECT, HE CRASHED IT BY USING HIS NAME AND THE ENTIRE WORLD SUFFERED FOR APPROXIMATELY 5 HOURS. I NEVER HEARD HIM LAUGH SO HARD, IT WAS FUNNING AND THEN HE GOT A BIT SERIOUS AND STATED "OF COURSE THEY WILL BLAME ME FOR IT ALL, I AM USED TO IT". BUT SERIOUSLY, WHAT THE ACTUAL F88K HAPPENDED !! MANY SPECULATE SINCE THE WHISTLEBLOWER GAVE THE DAMAGING INTERVIEW ON 60 MINUTES, MARK ZUCKERBERG WANTED TO PROVE HOW POWERFUL HE WAS BUT SHUTTING DOWN HIS ENTIRE GLOBAL SOCIAL MEDIA SITES. WHO KNOWS THE REAL REASON, BUT THE DISTURBING PART IS HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE DO DEPENDENT ON SOCIAL MEDIA FOR THEIR LIVELIHOOD OR EVEN FOR THEIR BUSINESSES. SCARY STUFF TO THINK SOMEONE CAN PUSH A BUTTON AND THE WORLD GOES ON HOLD...SPEAKING OF BUSINESSES, YES A PRELIMINARY FACEBOOK PAGE HAS BEEN STARTED, IT IS ARCHAIC AT BEST, BUT IN MY SPARE TIME I AM FOCUSING ON DEVELOPING IT FURTHER, IT WILL HAVE OUR MISSION STATEMENT, TESTIMONY PAGE FROM THE CHILDREN AND PARENTS THAT WE DONATE TOO AND THE VERIFICATION THAT THE NON-PROFIT HAS BEEN REGISTERED AND ACCEPTED BY THE STATE OF OHIO AND THE INTERNAL REVENUE SERVICE. I AM IN PROCESS OF WORKING ON THE DRAGONFLY LOGO AS WELL TO MAKE BUSINESS CARDS AND POST ON THE FACEBOOK PAGE UNDER "THE THUNDER'S BELLA PROJECT" OR STERLING JARNAGIN. AS A REMINDER, MY DAY JOB KEEPS ME VERY BUSY, AND MY SPARE TIME IS EXTREMELY LIMITED, SO THIS IS A SLOW PROCESS. STERLING AND I ARE BEYOND EXCITED TO MAKE HIS DREAM A REALITY AND BE PARTNERS IN LIFE, LOVE AND BUSINESS. THANK YOU TO MY FRIEND IN UTAH FOR YOUR DONATION, IT IS MUCH APPRECIATED AND WILL MAKE A KID VERY HAPPY FOR HIS MARTIAL ART CLASSES. THERE ARE MANY MORE IN LINE TO SIGN UP FOR MARIAL ART CLASSES AS WELL. I HEARD FROM STERLING'S "SON" FROM ILLINOIS. HE IS STUCK IN THE SMU PROGRAM , BUT STATES AFTER MILLIONS UPON MILLIONS WAS SPENT ON DESIGNING THE SMU PROGRAM IN THOMSON, IT IS SHUTTING DOWN AFTER ONLY BEING OPEN FOR A FEW YEARS. THIS YOUNG LAD WAS TAKEN UNDER STERLING'S WING WHILE IN VICTORVILLE AND SEES STERLING AS A FATHER FIGURE. READING HIS LETTER , IT WAS A STRONG REMINDER THE POSITIVE IMPACT THAT STERLING HAS HAD ON MANY. HIS DIRECT WORDS WERE HE "MISSES HIS WISE WORDS AND GUIDANCE AND WISDOM". THAT MADE ME SMILE, THAT IS MY HUSBAND AND THE IMPACT THAT HE HAS ON MANY. DEFINITELY TAKES AFTER HIS GRANDFATHER! HE MAYBE THE DEVIL TO SOME ADMINISTRATORS, BUT TO OTHERS HE IS HOPE AND STRENGTH AND A POSITIVE GUIDANCE. STERLING WAS ABLE TO GET THROUGH JUST FINE LAST NIGHT AND WAS ABLE TO ALSO SPEAK WITH HIS SISTER. HE IS SLOWLY MOVING ALONG WITH HIS LEGAL WOES AND I AM CALLING YAKIMA CLERK OF COURT TO SEE WHEN HIS NEXT COURT DATE IS !! OH AND A HEAD'S UP , ONE WEEK FROM TODAY, A VERY, VERY SPECIAL DAY FOR STERLING !!! MUCH LOVE TO ALL, STAY SAFE AND WELL AND HOPEFULLY THE REST OF THE WEEK WILL GO SMOOTHLY FOR US ALL.