It seems so odd to say that Nani passed away. It seems like yesterday and years ago at the same time. Grief is a weird, Wild Animal. My heart at times is filled with such pain but then the next moment immense joy because I had her in my life. And then sometimes I get caught up in normal life and am catapulted back in to real life and boom, I'm crying in public.

Grief is such an interesting process. I feel like it has a life of it's own and I am just following it's lead. Every day I get a little bit better, a little bit different.  But it's all part of the process, its normal-its just hard.

This Saturday we are heading to Hawaii for the wedding of some friends. I'm excited to celebrate something so happy but honestly I am not sure I am totally ready. We'll see, its all a process.

Thank you for all the love you all are sending my way.