Umm I wrote a blog, that I don’t really want to make public, but I just wanted to say ive had an Epiphany of sorts and have learnt some scary things about myself. Im not proud of a lot of things in my life, and inside im a pretty sad person. I don’t know if im a strong enough person to do what I have to, but im going to try and make a few changes in my life. So im going through some stuff and you’re just going to have to bear with me.