This tweet made me blow my drink onto the screen tonight.

granted, I know it's old, but damn, I'm not ready to end my shit just yet.

I haven't organized my spice Cabinet to par just yet.

or put my cabinet doors back on after 1.3 years of  a 'supposed renovation.'

or lost that last 500lbs.

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I'd like to think positive Energy begets positive energy and results. I, in the heart of hearts believe this but believe, the negative is always rotating around our auras. trying to keep us down. if you let it.

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I'm tired of being a friend to people who want another thing from me but don't think of me, my time, my energy and compassion in the same vein.

Ever sacrifice shit to be a friend? Here's a tip. Don't. You always end up feeling like you are doing the long walk of shame when you realize you give more than you receive. and feel dirty in the process.

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Everyone is a selfish asshole. I'm sure I am too.

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We are going to Vegas this weekend as a Family and I CAN NOT WAIT TO GET AWAY! as I tried to explain to someone the other day, just to get away from the minutia would be the greatest gift at this moment. AND to be with my friend, a.k.a. Mama Earth always calms the soul. Wish I had more of this in my life.

Calming of the soul.

Redirecting the frenetic energy so to speak.

Here's to the last fading weeks of freedom of summer ending on a more positive note. Cherishing my family as a beautiful memory that doesn't fade into another thoughtless and Careless moment.

Peace out.