when I was a kid...i used to have a million dreams in my eyes...today...i have a million tears in my eyes... I cant believe that this is how things in my family would turn out to be. I feel so lost...there is no one to hear my cries. The persons who meant the most to me...and still do have all changed...my parents and my sibling...when i laugh in college with others, my laughter rarely reaches my eyes...because deep down my heart is sobbing quietly. I feel a huge emptiness inside me...what with no past to hold on and no future to forward to.