I know that this blog is very depressing...but what to do, in reality...i hardly get a place to vent my anger, frustrations...because I have everybody looking up to me for support. How I can express my tears...my fears to those who look at me to wipe off thier tears?? I am living a dead life, yet I need to live this life no matter how painful it is..atleast for the sake of others... People ask me in my college sometimes to share my thoughts. I never. They want me to invite them to my house. I dont. Not because I am inhospitable or impolite...but because I don't want to share my problems with the world. Yet, I always long for a mentor, a friend who would just once support me and help me deal with the mountain of challenges in front of me...
Its Gonna be a Lonely Journey out there for me...
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I know that this blog is very depressing...but what to do, in reality...i hardly get a place to vent my anger, frustrations...because I have everybody looking up to me for support. How I can express my tears...my fears to those who look at me to wipe off thier tears?? I am living a dead life, yet I need to live this life no matter how painful it is..atleast for the sake of others... People ask me in my college sometimes to share my thoughts. I never. They want me to invite them to my house. I dont. Not because I am inhospitable or impolite...but because I don't want to share my problems with the world. Yet, I always long for a mentor, a friend who would just once support me and help me deal with the mountain of challenges in front of me...