If he was to contact me again 
today 
Would I be happy?
To tell him, honestly, where I am.
Or would I still try hard, to find the right 
words to say- I’m still just another project of self 
Improvement and you are the prize.
If he was to contact me again today 
Would I tell him I am happily engaged 
In a loving relationship with self 
It took me lifetimes to get there 
But this time I know it's for real
You know? That what I wanted so much
That which I tried to find, in you 
And maybe that’s why you said no 
Because you knew you could not give 
me that which I can only give myself
But you helped, so much.
Because for some reason you made me feel 
myself, safe in myself, safe to be 
myself in all my glory and madness- you 
made it ok.
Although you never fully showed me yours 
I could tell, we might’ve just been the same 
type of insane.
And maybe that’s why we danced
So well together 
Our feet did the dancing for us
And our hearts just followed 
Those few times we surrendered 
To the music ~