Do you ever wonder what or who you would have been if you had made just one decision differently in your life? I don't have to, because I already know. Or at least, I hope I do.

I won't be a mom. And that's okay. But I sometimes wondered what I would have been like if I had. And how would I feel when my children looked at my and grinned those sweet, devilish, from-my-own-womb grins that made me at once wonder what I was thinking having them and how would I ever get along without them? But I don't wonder anymore.

I will probably be asked to remove this post or photo, but until then...

This is Rebecca. And this is who I would have liked to have been if one decision had been made Differently. I love you, kiddo.