There are things in life that are inevitable; I am powerless to control them. The Sun will rise and set, the tide will come in and go out, the seasons will change, the birds will fly South for the winter and return in the spring, and the caterpillar will transform itself into a (beautiful/handsome) butterfly and my Love for you(a stupid love).

The love in my Heart for you will never change. I was told that time heals everything. I’ve come to believe time just makes things a little easier to deal with. But the truth is, I still dream of you, I still cry myself to sleep thinking of you, and I still look up at our star wishing you were near me. I get dressed every day only to impress you in case we see each other.

Your eyes shine with an amazing radiance; your smile is divine, and your image remains cemented in my mind. It is ironic; you were my one and only true happiness.

Every day, I’m waiting for signs, which sometimes leaves me with hopeless expectations. Every move and every action you make, I interpret … I’m like a fool watching every moment of you and so desperate for you to notice my existence. A simple smile makes me happy. A short conversation makes my whole day brighter. You fill the empty space in my heart; this is how you make me feel every day.

Gosh, my life stinks! I mean I finally meet the right girl and she’s not available. I’m in love with you but I can’t be with you.
But, I’ve got to tell you, for the first time in months I can finally smile because although you didn’t say much the last time you called I knew you still cared.
You can keep on denying it, you can keep hiding from it, but trust me you are only lying to yourself. Everyday I ask myself why … why do I feel this way? Why can’t I stop loving you?

There are days where I wish I never met you, but I know in my heart you were sent to me for a reason, to teach me the gift of love. If only I could figure out why I am without you now. I sometimes imagine you with someone else, in hopes it will help me move on, but one of the reasons I am so thankful to have met you, is because you have taught me hope, and made me fall in love with passion, faith, and love. I love the faith I have in us, even though I know it is slowly breaking me.

Everyday, every moment that goes by I think of you. My brain tells me to give up, but my heart says I can’t stop loving you. I spend all day dreaming of the moment you would call to say you feel the same way. As much as I try to pretend, the truth is, I can’t stop loving you. I don’t know how to stop.