Who can ever forget the true Love of his life? This can happen only once in everyone’s life and can never be forgotten.
This is the time when a person wants someone else in his life more than himself. This is the time when a person forgets about himself thinking of the special girl. This is the time when someone else is more important on person’s life than himself. This is the time when a person flies to beautiful dreams about himself and her. Nothing else can take place of this beautiful feeling of a true love,This is so sweet and mind blowing but unfortunately Such love goes incomplete most of the times.

I can say these things because I have had this experience;The experience that has completely changed my life. This experience has taken my life into such a turn that I never expected or wished it to take.

When I fell in love with her then every single things around me appeared shiny. My days were bright and I experienced those happinesses in life which I never did before. Where ever I go,Whatever I do there was only only thing in my mind.

Guess what?

Yes!You guessed it right. She was the only thing in my mind every time. My day started with her in my mind and ended with her again in my mind before sleep. Not only this but all of my dreams were about her that time. She had already overtaken my life before I could know anything. Out of a sudden,She was the only thing I wished for in my life and she was turning to be my only happiness.

Wake up!Go to college and then return home as quick as possible so that I could spend as much as my time I could chatting with her. I would always wait for the chat head to light the red or I would wait for the viber message sound every time.
This was my daily routine during that time. I would do every other things only when She was offline. I could have chatted all night long but unfortunately she wouldn’t.
My life was going very happy that time. I was enjoying every moment I was living. I had different dreams and different priorities. I never experienced such things before and I never will because your heart cannot love multiple persons truly and unconditionally.

I will never forget those moments throughout my life. Oh!What a good day those were,Happiness all around.
The land I stepped in seemed to have given pleasure to me and my love for her just seemed to have increased and increased to the deepest extent. I used to dream of flying to the moon getting out of the Cage my life was in.  I used to dream of living for ages with her together enjoying a beautiful life. I dreamt of planting the beautiful flower on the garden of my heart.
I never thought of my life without her at those times. She was my destiny and she was my hope at those times. I never imagined my life like my name(Shishir-Blank). I imagined my life like that of another season;Basanta(Full of warmth).

I imagined the warmth of your arms and how happily we both would spend our times together. I was crazy on everything related to her. I was even in love with her style of expressing things and her style of texting. I dedicated my future in my own world of imagination for the person I loved more than myself. I promised myself to give her as much love as I could because she was making my days better,She was helping me to live life in a better way. My eyes were filled with her images and my heart was captivated with her thoughts.  I dreamt to live on her eyes and make her life even better. I dreamt of being the best couples on the planet and I dreamt of giving all happiness to her. Sounds funny?I don’t care because I actually dreamt so.

I wished you would capture me on your eyes and not let me fly like the birds. I dreamt you would keep me very very safe on your arms with all your love,care and warmth making me a better person day by day. I wished you would keep me in your heart tied with the strongest bond(Love). I imagined myself to be captured deep inside your heart and enjoying myself in your eyes. I imagined myself to be as wanted as you were to me because my heart beats for you.

This period of time is still in fresh memory for me because she appeared to be the only hope of my boring life. I used to see her everywhere I go,I was crazy getting crazy on her. She was decorated in my heart and I imagined the same on other side. I forgot the whole world when I thought about her because She was the only thing I could see.

The experience was absolutely new for me although I felt like I was in love before with another girl but I later realised that was only some kind of attraction which was judged by my age at that time as love which was followed by over reaction. I came to know it was just an attraction but not love when I fell for this girl. Everything in this world and around me seemed new for me and seemed like they were giving me happiness in a whole new level. Her arrival had a great effect on me personally bringing happiness in my life where ever possible. I started to find changes in myself at those time and I was pretty sure It’s all because of her. With her every sun shine was a golden sunshine.

After spending months after months on my own world of imagination the day came when I confessed everything to her with a great level of confidence of fulfilling those dreams. She didn’t even take a minute to answer me. She hardly took THIRTY seconds to scream the answer and bring myself to reality. Dreams shattered,world seemed to have been collapsing,the day seemed to be darker,voice got softer,eyes got blind,heart stopped beating…….
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What happened after this?How are the days going now?What about the dreams I saw about us?
I will continue that in next blog,Wait for it if you are interested.

                  To be continued……..