I have been saying that a lot, past few days. It has been hectic. But at the back of my mind, I feel what if I Missed out on something today. Forgot to mention that important deadline to my teammates, missed doing something I am supposed to do today. What if I am missing out on giving due attention to my relationships, families, health and my poop. What if I end up alone, with my family members buried, myself in a hospital bed needing a colonoscopy. I know this happens to more or less everyone at 60. But my fear is what if this happens next year or the year after that or 5 years down the line. What if I forget to look at my long-term vision in the attempts of fulfilling today’s deadlines. What if by living one day at a time I end up with millions of pieces of my life broken apart and not pieced together. What if I just remain ordinary.