i run down the staircase
i run to the bathroom
i zoom past you all
in lame hopes to deceive you
im happy
im smiling
im having the time of my life
your words don’t disturb me
shake me,
i have an ego unmatched
to your kind

of people.

FAKE TRUTHS
FAKE LOVE
FAKE PERCEPTION

i don’t know what to do with this misconception

Honest pain,
Honest tears,
Honest imperfections,

i crave true connections

i’m sorry for all my deflections

it’s just evasive techniques
and redirections

are how I know

to

save myself from rejection.