Hey cutie,

I guess sometimes the words you want to say no matter how many times you say them don’t really have the effect you want them to do they?

I Love you.

3 words. Said so simply, so often, between the two of us.

I love telling you I love you.

I love expressing to you in any way possible how much I love you.

For the past few nights, I’ve been having the craziest Dream. It starts with you leaving and me crying for I’ll miss you and it ends with us sharing a kiss right there in the airport.It’s crazy cause we all know how I feel about public displays of affection, no wait, that’s a joke.

It’s crazy cause we all know how I feel about public displays of affection, no wait, that’s a joke.

I could hug you all day if it were possible and we both know that. Always holding on to your hand when you’re there aren’t I? Never really cared who saw and who said what but for some reason in my dream, I do.

I care what you will say, what you will think and how you’ll react to me kissing you goodbye before you leave and exit my life for only god knows how long. In my dreams, I kiss you and before you can react, I disappear. Far far away. Somewhere I will never know what your reaction will-

Somewhere I will never know what your reaction will be, reality.

I can guess, I mean after all, I know you. The way you react to the things I do, the slightest change in your heart beat, the scent you wear cause you know I love it, the hair you let me mess up and then straighten out again.

I feel like you’d be shocked at first and then maybe just maybe you’d cry.

Cause in my dreams, that’s our goodbye. Neither of us will know when we will meet next and hopefully you’ll always remember me as your first kiss.

Neither of us will know when we will meet next and hopefully you’ll always remember me as your first kiss.

I love you.

I know I say it quite a lot but, I love you.

I know umm displaying my emotions is hard for me to do, but it is for you too. It’s something we both struggle with but hey, we are getting there.

You have me for life, cutie.
I hope you know that.
You’re the one I’m stuck with forever, even after we die.

I’m not sure how I’m gonna live without you, your presence has become such a huge part of my life and it scares me just how much I need you, constantly.

A day without talking to you can put me in such a mood and then when you’re finally here I want nothing but to tell you all about my day and ask you all about yours.

I worry about you in insane amounts, always asking you if you’ve eaten enough, slept enough, drank enough water, yet I keep failing to do the same for myself and I’m sorry I know how mad that makes you.

How much it upsets your heart, that this girl that devotes so much of her life worrying about others, can be so careless with her own life. But hey, you’re the one who told me we all have our flaws and lucky for me I have you, don’t I?

Keeping me in check all the time, cause obviously disappointing you is punishment enough for my tangled heart.

Anyways I’ve talked enough haven’t I,

I guess I’ll just say it one last time for this moment then.

I love you.

And cutie-

I always will.