I've been toying with the idea of ending this blog for awhile now. More or less. I didn't make it to a year but the truth is i never expected myself to. I've thought many times about alternatives, but due to severe bouts of depression and apathy, it appeared none suited me the way that i am. Something new might come along, i really don't know. Each day, i find it Harder and harder to write about the daily humdrums of my life, for myself or for anyone else. I guess my life doesn't get any more exciting than this. All my posts are a reflection of what it has been like for me over the last one year or less. However i have not been able to understand why these posts mean nothing to me more than words joined together to form meaningless, worthless sentences.

The internet world has become an obsession for me and i cannot tear myself away. The friends that i've made here on the internet are precious to me (although it appears otherwise as i have not been visiting most of them). But i will visit and comment when i am not down in the dumps and am able to say something comprehensible to others. It has taken me some time just to write this short post. My head is pounding and i feel a stinging sensation in my eyes. I probably need some rest.