May i be Damned, i have once again slept through smoochie's long overdue vaccination appointment. You know what it is like to be in a coma-like state, my body felt heavy and it just couldn't move and as i picked up my mobile to my friend's voice wondering if i was going to turn up at our meeting place as previously arranged, i knew i've stuffed it up once again. But my mind was still kinda in a daze and i could hardly speak afew words. All i said was i'm sorry and you go ahead without me. If she was with a more caring and responsible family, she would have gotten her vaccination done ages ago. She is putting on some weight though, i have 7kg worth of food delivered to my house some time ago and amother 7kg worth of kitty litter which is unfortunately down to its last change or two. Talking of smoochie, she's right here staring at me as i type this. She suspects that i'm writing about her. Now she wants to have a look. No, she just wants her head rub. I have to remember to collect my meds on monday. But i'm sure they'll call me up to remind me anyway. As much as i hate it, i have to make the effort to do it, don't i? There's someone at the door. Okay, i'm not answering this one, its the guy who's in charge of collecting the maintenance fees. He's probably here to remind me that i'm late. He can call me on the telephone, we really don't have to start any face-to-face lengthy conversation for this. I'll drop the cheque off in his letterbox on monday. I'm sure he knows how unsociable or unfriendly i am through my one-word replies to most of their questions. Right now, i'm having second thoughts about this life of mine and the last thing i want is to respond or even listen to any of their mindless talk or get involved in any of their nitpickings with one another. I guess i'm just not their typical collective community sort of person. Oh boy, every minute seems to be dragging along so damn slowly. Goonna pop a sleeping tab or two, just to get through the day.