I feel Tired today. Very, very tired. It’s not about sleep. I’ve had enough sleep over the last few days. Well perhaps some intermittent ones particularly last night, but I am not sleepy or rather not heavy-eyed. I am just tired, exhausted, my eyes have been playing tricks on me all day and my mind is weighed down by simple things that are moving around me, everything seems to be slipping by, papers rattling, doors sliding, conversations, noise, people walking, talking, even myself, trying to remember things or repeating myself. So many things happening, but nothing comes. I am empty, but yet I feel heavy. I’m cold and exhausted. I massage my fingers against my forehead. I rest my head on my headrest and close my eyes. I imagine myself crawling under my desk, hiding from the weight of my surroundings, from myself. I want to go to the end of i'm not sure what and see if there’s anything there. I want to know where, what, why. But no, everything is moving too fast, too much. I feel overburdened. I want to numb myself and not know why, not see or hear anything.