What do you do when you want everything at once???

I know, I know...it has been a while. I can feel the major side eye coming at me.



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Let me explain...
So for the past month I've been in a real shitty mood. My emotions have been all over the place to the point where I would find myself crying then 20 minutes later I'd be fine. No, this is not a time of the month thing. I just feel stuck.
I'm at a point where I'm seeing my friends and people my age achieving great things. Attaining degrees, running successful businesses, making major progressions in their careers, becoming mothers etc. and here I am, stuck.
I can imagine what you're thinking...you shouldn't compare your life to others, we're all on a different path etc. I know, I know :(

Do you wanna know my weekly routine? Work, gym and the occasional social gathering. Life is not as simple as the inspirational "go get'em" type quotes we see all over social media. I'm at a point in my life where I feel as though I'm in the exact same position as I was in last year and that is daunting. That is my definition of stuck, hence the constant shitty mood. I feel as though I could spend the rest of this blog post groaning on about how miserable my life is but we must move on...

So what's next???

I. Have. No. Idea.

Lol.

Bet you thought this post had a point huh? Some motivational speech coming your way. Something to brighten up your Monday blues? Not gonna find that here, I'm afraid.
I kid! I mean at this point in time I have nothing inspirational to say but if like me, you find yourself in the same situation, go to the shop get some cake/ice-cream and have a good long cry. When you're done sleep it off and ask yourself what do you want to do now? It is an important question because you're not asking what do you want in the future or even what you want next week. What do you want now?! Like right now. Do you go to work/school as normal. Do you spend the next couple of hours sitting in the park? Is today the day you get out of bed or nah?

Take each day as it comes and somehow a plan starts to formulate...somehow.

I was going to write about the 9-5 life to be fair but I shall leave that to another blog post!

Night folks!