Sometimes the Frustration takes hold of me and won’t let go. Today is one of those days. I just want to scream. The problem with screaming is that it doesn’t help if nobody hears you do it.

I’m Thinking about all the people I know. Not one of them can help me. None of them have the quality I need. The frustrating part is that I know that the people I need are out there somewhere but I can not, for the life of me, figure out how to find them.

Frustration is the feeling of being upset or annoyed, especially because of the inability to change or achieve something. That is very non-Zen and it shames me because a desire is nothing more than a thought which is easily dismissed by the application of Intentional Thinking. It is absolutely meaningless. Yet it really pisses me off!!

Yes. I can make it go away. No. I can’t keep it away. It ALWAYS comes back like the most evil boomerang you can imagine. It’s a problem of Intentional Thinking versus Human Nature. It is a battle as old as time itself. It’s the Unstoppable Force versus the Immovable Object.

My only option is to bide my time and wait. Eventually what I need will come to me or I will die. Either way, problem solved. The hard part is in the waiting. It’s kind of like a prison sentence on death row. You are stuck there with the end coming at you and there is no way out.

But that’s OK. That’s the way it is. That’s the way it must always be. It’s the Human Condition. Don’t try to fight it. Just go with it. Let the river of time sweep you along to wherever it is going. Don’t struggle. Struggling just makes the knot tighter. Yes.