Hi Everyone, How's 2019 been treating you so far? I'm praying, as always for good things. I don't think that's asking too much. I wanted to post something inspirational, but how I really feel has been expressed in the song In My Blood by Canadian singer, songwriter, Shawn Mendes. I'm exhausted and can't seem to catch a break. This has been my life going on three years now, but I can't give up