March 10, 2013
2:24am
Those scary early-morning-overthinking moments.
2:24am
Those scary early-morning-overthinking moments.
What is it really between us?
Love that you couldn't live without,
or Simply just a comfortable feeling between confused lovers?
What are we?
Are we still the same young couple very much in love with each other?
Or are we just two broken souls trying to pick up and glue the pieces back?
Are we still us,
or am I already a gang of one?
Tell me.
I need to know.
It feels so nice that you're there,
trying to be sweet,
and caring,
and thoughtful.
But is there still anything beyond that?
I am disheartened.
It is at this time that you are supposed to let me feel that I am still the ONE,
but all I get are your words of matter-of-fact insensitivity
that we still cannot tell what lies ahead of us.
Why the hell are we even together
if we're not going to try to push ourselves to make it work?
Why let fate decide what happens to our lives?
Is everything about us simply a matter of chance?
Don't we want us to last?
