(I drafted this Message a few nights ago when I couldn't sleep thinking about you. I just didn't have the guts to send this to you.)

Hi.

I know you're asleep, and me texting you at this hour is just rude, but I want you to know that I miss you.

This is not a random message, I am not doing this out of boredom, and I'm definitely not intoxicated.

I am sorry if I've been hot and cold with you. You confuse me so much. You want to be friends with me, but you're shutting me out. Then you tell me you're just trying to be honest with how you feel, and it confused me more. Do you only want my friendship? Nothing more?

I miss you. To be honest, I'm still asking myself why I do.

I know I shouldn't let myself miss you too much. Maybe not even at all.

But I miss you.