I gave in to temptation. I had a cheeseburger. I used to eat them all the time. Now, it’s a rarity. Anywho, I totally have PMS and was all "FEED ME SEYMORE! FEED ME!" Ok fine! I had tater tots too.

As soon as I ate it, I felt relief. That craving had lingered like that nerdy guy to whom you politely said "hi." I had missed that feeling of tasting Fatty, salty goodness….of immediate satisfaction….of being bad.

What I didn’t miss, and will never miss, is the self-imposed shame of eating the forbidden fruit and ;guilt of not standing up to my own inner saboteur.

I Brushed and brushed my teeth, but I can still taste the sin in my mouth.

I scrubbed my hands, but I ;can still smell the gluttony on my hands. ; ;

I did not put these on my MFP diary….yet. I’m not ready to admit I just ate that many calories in one sitting. I went ahead and fessed up to my real life friends and family. Of course they’re all, it’s ok, don’t do it again, and you have to work out tonight.

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