I took a break from posting because I was so f-ing overwhelmed by the events of the last Couple of weeks - crash, death, survival, memorial, scattering Ashes, immense love for husband and lastly, new job. Throw in normal mothering duties and I was on overload. But I am back. I'm not sure what I want to write about so I'm going to list a couple things that are on my mind and if the feeling strikes, I will elaborate later.
- The time I picked up The Hubby at LAX with Tom's ashes
- The time I transferred Tom's ashes into another container for scattering
- Being on the outer circle of grief/watching the inner circle of friends grieve
- The power of my husband to do what's right - damn, I love this guy
- We must set up a family trust - thoughts on mortality
- The day my husband told me to go shopping and I came home with a new work wardrobe
- The Girl's school and after care arrangements - woo hoo, no more working in the classroom
- My new job starts Monday and so does the mother guilt, but the money might balance it out