It was an exciting morning, and now I can’t get back to sleep so I’m sitting on the couch with a cup of Coffee. Today I have to fill out applications for our Native American Status cards and get that in motion. Other than that I don’t know right this minute how the day will be spent.

I mean I have other stuff to do, it’s just too early to focus on it. This is coffee time, chill time, ME time. An app on my phone is looking funky, it’s working but it looks different. I wonder if it’s a problem? I’m listening to Twenty One Pilots. The 3 of us LOVE this group.

I called my brother crying and he chilled me the fuck out, and told me what to do about my freak out and then said to call him back after. I did but got vmail. Hmmm. It’s WAY early there, can’t call him now. I mean I can he wouldn’t be mad but it would be RUDE.

After 35 years I still worry that I’m gonna be a pest to him. He’s ALWAYS assured me this will never be the case, but I ALWAYS worry about it. I can’t not worry about it tho. Part of having anxiety I guess. I should know better he’s been dealing with it his whole life (MY anxiety). He’s always been the wiser sibling. Thank you GOD for blessing me with him, he’s one of a handful who KNOWS me and accepts me crazy quirks and all.

I watched Pulp Fiction last night. I haven’t seen it in years. Still awesome. Never noticed all the symbolism in it when I was younger. I think the show This is Us was on and I missed it. Crap! If I missed it I need to catch up, cuz if I don’t I won’t make time for it and it’ll get abandoned.

So I found this website that I need to look into. It’s a organization that will help you pay off student loans by volunteering. I think. I saved it but haven’t actually GONE to it. I wonder if they will let you work off someone else’s debt?

I haven’t had a Coffee Maker 3 days and I’m already making a habit of it. We left our coffee maker in STL when we moved to ATL, and the in-laws had some of our stuff. They brought it all back, except the coffee maker!!!! Does that make sense to you? It doesn’t to me. Oh well I guess it’s not for me to understand.

The Suicide Squad Soundtrack is pretty good. So far I’ve heard 3 of the songs and I like em. I created a “Halsey” station on pandora and it’s playing the Suicide Squad soundtrack. I like Halsey, a couple of the songs I’ve heard by her I’m not crazy about but most of em are good and “Gasoline” is fucking AWESOME!

Well, I’m gonna watch some HBO or something to pass the time until the working day starts.

Peace Out!