the feeling when you eat your favorite food, but for some reason this time it leaves a bad taste in your mouth
and now you are just trying to remember why it was your favorite
trying to get back to the good taste
that's how i feel
i don't want you to be a bad taste
i love you
i want it to be a good taste
i don't want you to know that i am still sad
i love you
and i am scared
because
everything has an end and i don't want it to end
it hurts
alot
and i don't want to think
about it
anymore
im numb