I don’t think there’s anything wrong with working a day job and I don’t look down on others who work jobs similar to mine.  I just feel I have something else to offer, something for which I’m more qualified and prepared.  Are my goals really and truly attainable or have I pissed my life away on a stupid musical pipe dream that ends with me working the register at the local grocer?  I could teach, but  it’s not consistent, I’m not really qualified, and oh yeah, I hate it.  Which pretty much makes me a bad teacher.  I learned that the hard way.  I could go back to school, but for what?  I want to play music for a living.  I want to be in  music circles and produce music events.  I want to write and record albums.  That’s what I want.  No schooling can make that happen.  Now I have to get creative.