My artist buddy that asked me why I didn't take care of my voice and felt as though he never "fit in" jumped off a bridge to his bitter end ;( ......and all this already passed my own unfortunate death... how much more can one take ? ... apparently... everything... Slowly...really, really, slowly. So if you see me crying or wonder why I'm depressed, well that's not even but just a minute percentage of the overall view from here, but when the Light shines, it shines so utterly bright, and I'll never forget looking into your eyes, I found youth and life, a few more breaths you gave me selflessly so, I so happy to know the love in you... you've carried me to my future castle, and somehow when I'm gone, I'm going to make sure that extends from the heavens back down to all of you... it's the better view we are supposed to share... and all we've lost that hurts our hearts so deep is most definitely waiting there...can't you see that looking in my eyes?