In the blackness of your eye, the light reflected, a sun. Is it Rising or Setting and why ? Only you know and have those answers. Choose life always. Stranger than fiction... Still in a bit off shock and awe. It's strangely personal and on and on I didn't mean to be a bother or a bore, but just all a bit bizarre and surreal. Kinda' wonder if I'm really still here. Know I am too and going to stay tough and flexible... Lol ;) ... Mental and physical balance would be great. I'm always pretty centered spiritually, but finding a keel in the balance of physical and mental health is a son of a bitch. I'm not much into sugar coating. Ichemic stroke, or strokes ? Concussions??? I'm still fuzzy within but on auto pilot and prayers working hard at resting, eating, healing, as directed. Seems like I got a data wipe to a degree... I'll take it... Best forget and move forward when still possible. Thoughts and tidbits of imagination, at least my neurons are firing away like almost usual. It's difficult aging as I have and then to feel like you inhabit another completely different body, but yours and you know it too... so kind of familiar... well... I get to close to normal and mother fuukker it's like I change shells ...but my she'll is an endoskeleton turning statue fast within. Crazy molecular chemical and energy so now blend.