I have never heard, nor met a Human Being who simply woke up one day, and deeply knew (gnosis) and understood the core assumptions that I have described in my introductory post. And so, it has been for me as well… the process of Awakening has been a journey that started for me of over 30 years ago.
Yet I have had key events on the path, and I would like to share them here as concisely as I can.
First Awakening
So, I grew up as a Christian who started out as a protestant, from my upbringing, to a spirit filled charismatic bible basher. Luckily, the latter phase only lasted about three years (in my very early 20’s).
The Christian trip came to an abrupt halt when I had a major satori experience, in which I understood the Universe to be:
- A binary fractal at all levels. Positive / negative, male / female, light / dark, good / bad and, lie / truth, illusion / reality on and on it goes. It is binary, and it is nested infinitely in a fractal way, therefore good is not equal to let’s say male or female exclusively.
- The universe is a wave form, like a sine-wave
- Because of the inherent binary nature of everything, we live in a reality, on Earth, that is partly real, and partly illusion.
- Life is a game.
- Conversely, the game is pretty serious stuff, and our time for figuring out the game as human Beings are running out fast.
- I am a universal co-creator (in the divine sense of the word)
- As a co-creator Being I have screwed up big time, and needed to rectify what I screwed up.
- As a co-creator Being I have done absolutely nothing wrong.
- We, all Life Beings are One. At the ultimate level of Being, beyond this universe, there is only One Infinite Being, expressing in a Myriad various ways, thereby experiencing Itself. I am it. You are it. All Life is it. That's it.
- 1 + 1 = 1 (the whole) and simultaneously Infinity (because of the fractal Nature of it All).
These insights came to me spontaneously as I contemplated life as a third year BA Archaeology student, and the experience rocked my world to such a degree, that my Christian beliefs were completely shattered.
The Old Man
A couple of years later I met my one and only spiritual mentor, an old man in the Knysna Forest, and spent a couple of months with him.
The old man claimed to be an angelic walk-in from very high up. To this day, I believe him. His energy was VERY pure. But he also had an ego. Was a treat to know him.
The old man helped me wake up to one major topic, which I had not taken seriously up until that point: Extra Terrestrials. That was about it. That was pretty much mostly what we discussed at the time that I stayed with him in the forest.
Avalon
I got married to the amazing woman who is my friend and lover to this day, and together we decided to see some of the world, and like many South Africans, this turned out to be working in the United Kingdom. We did this for two years.
During this time, I got an Intuitive call to go to Glastonbury, of which I knew absolutely nothing, and to do a certain intuitive magical ceremony at the top of the Tor.
My partner and I did the ceremony together, and in so doing, I opened a portal for some of my Extra Terrestrial Identities to merge with me consciously – a conscious integration of my over-soul.
One of the key identities is a draco from the Orion system, specifically from Alnilam. But other identities also surfaced, i.e. an avian from pretty high up in the dimensions (therefore no specific planetary system), and a feminine humanoid from the Pleiadian system, a “future self”.
At this time I also re-connected with the Orion Serpent Mother as my spiritual guide and companion, who is the same essence as the Being who is the Earth Mother. I call Her: “Ka”. Yes, She is the triple queen of the Galactic Empire. On Earth She is also known as Kali, the destroyer of the false ego.
And before I could tell the old man about any of this exciting stuff, he died. Drat. Now I had to walk the path alone with my darling life companion; a bag full of alien memories and the Serpent Queen to guide my every step. And this we did!
And before I could tell the old man about any of this exciting stuff, he died. Drat. Now I had to walk the path alone with my darling life companion; a bag full of alien memories and the Serpent Queen to guide my every step. And this we did!
