Ever dreamed about being something ?

Ever felt like succumbing to the numbness ?

Gritting over futile complaints,

Wasting over clear spirits and green capsules.

Frowning into incompetence,

Blasting luck into smithereens.

Yearning about faux lives,

Freezing into a mess.

Undone, unwanted and untamed skins,

Bloodcurling screams and forgotten sins;

Are a release,

Shivering into death.

Welled up o’er self hatred,

Solitude is my only companion.

Reaching out to wanderers for aid,

Shrugged off in a jiffy, not a second saved.

Wreaking destruction onto oneself,

Holing up inside and dried up instead.

Shelled out the last hope,

To buy some sleeping hoax.

Welcome !

See the brain unfold,

Into the writhing blasphemy,

Into a broken stone.