If I need to play dumb for you,
I'll say I want to and that's not true.
I'll Hurt myself just for you.
After that I won't need your Love anymore.
But if you ever feel my love,
Remember, I can't love you any better.
Maybe from now, I'll never tell you,
But secretly, I still write you love letters.
If only I could tell you
How much I love you.
The scene would be in Heaven.
Moon turning water.
Sun turning blue.
Birds playing violen.
Three petals in each flower for,
"I love you"
I'm insecured, when I'm with you.
I'm weak when I'm with you.
I'm careful when I'm with you.
You're in my heart
Embedded-permanent. Now tell me
If you're a tattoo or a scar
Weren't my feelings red like love?
You killed me, don't ask how?
A drop of tear, you the reason to cry
My thousand words, your single lie.
I wasn't perfect...
But do you know I tried?
I let it off
I loved at last.
What is it?
Nothing but pain.
Bark at hearts.
Love a stain.
It's gone at last.
All in vain.
When I was expecting.
I thought I need no inspecting.
Love was a pain, that infecting.
I was the light, you were just reflecting.
If I need to play dumb for you,
I'll say I want to and that's not true.
I'll hurt myself just for you.
After that I won't need your love anymore.
I'll always keep you in the same basket.
But, I'll grow the rosebuds again.
I'll count the stars,
And stay up late nights.
I'll write poetry,
And love letters too.
And everyone will read them
Except you.
You'll always be
The subject of my poem.
And love letters too.
Every night I'll be
Writing to your ghost.
Every night it'll be
Me, pen and you.
I'll keep you alive in me.
Even after you'll die.
Even after I'll die.
I'll keep you in everything that's exists
On the land
And in the sky.
I'll write you
Like an art.
But you are
The artist of my masterpieces.
Bust someday,
If I hurt myself much.
Please make sure
I don't hurt myself
More than
what already hurts
Someday,
If you find me lost
And hurt.
Please take me home.
Take me where,
I'll be the closest to you
Take me in you,
Take me with you
With you in your hug.
With you to the grave.
Not now,
But can you love me
When I don't love myself.
Cuz sometimes,
It's hard to love,
When you can't help.
And it hurts,
When you can't heal.
~Dusk🌆
