It was Tinkerbell's birthday on Saturday. I texted her the day before asking if she had special plans and didn't get a reply. I didn't hear from her, so I didn't bother texting her on Saturday. Tink has been distancing herself from me for a while. I am not sure why. Anyone who read my book will note this is not the first time. I can only guess at the reason.
Tinkerbell is a lot like me in that respect. She cuts everyone out eventually. I wouldn't be surprised if she shows up again without explanation sometime in the future. Years ago, this would bother me more than it does today. I don't care anymore. I lack the energy.
Excerpt:
Shimmer Originally Published, April 3, 2009
"When you are all happily ever after," I start. "You better not forget about me."
"I haven't so far, have I?" She replies-- but that is not an answer. I know she will have to let me go. I cannot play the same part in her life.
As I drive home, I can't keep from wondering: Who will need me now?
We're here and now, but will we ever be again?
Cause I have found
All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade
Away again
