Night crawls out like a demon waiting to come out and pull you down. Sleepless. Restlessness.  Certain, strange feelings took over yourself.  And you wonder what’s up with you. What’s wrong. What the hell is just happening. Yet, you have no answers! No. Not a single one.

Such state of mind, feeling all stuck in time. And you broken into a person, you hide all day. All day long, you fight with your own self.  Saying you are Strong. You are strong. But the curtain of being strong falls off. You see the ugly truth, of how sad you are. Such sadness is undefined.  Weird, unexplained sadness which broke you in tears. Salty-stupid water. That sticks and just don’t go easily. And all you could hear is your sound of ache in the mid of a lonely-saddle-cold-night. *sigh*

I wish there was a solution for it. But sadly, No. There is no solution. All you can do is let those sticky tears fall out. And let your body to heck’out so could sleep with a burden and ache. Yea! This could help. Hmph.