6.12.15 12:47am  Letting Go

Lord, I am no Longer Young. I think I should have learned by now that I don’t have to lead the charge or muddle through, somehow.

My pride so often led me over to a long and winding road that apparently has no end. Until… at last, frazzled, I faltered beneath my load.

I held on, tautly; I refused to let it go. I want to be strong. But the Longer that I carried it, my burden seemed to grow.

I staggered with the weight of it, slowly, I’m going down on bended Knee, and from this unpretentious position, I finally learned to see.

So many of us, Lord, are scarred inside; afraid to admit that we are weak. It’s finally when we are on our knees we find the peace we seek.

This burden that I carried, were never meant for me. But this might be a destiny?

It just amazes me, how two people who once loved each other so much, can turn into water and oil in an instant.

Where have all the love gone?

Lord, You stood by, waiting patiently, so You could set me free.

I am free!