I hate to be a bore but this is still important in my eye.

http://www.thepeoplescube.com/red/viewtopic.php?t=294

please look at the video, and think. thanks

Over the past recent months I've tried to wash out some of the personal from this site (I did try) and all it became was a reference point. So for the short time I'm going personal. I want to return to having pictures on my site, but by the time I research a topic I'm just too tired to complete it. I will have to return to the dreaded "meme's", and may even try to have an entery which is personal. For I want to be able to make enteries which hopefully make sense, to visit others whom I consider in my orbit, and to reach out to new sites. I just do not have the time to do both.

Over the past month's I have returned to school, I'm trying to repair my household, and seek out just what the hell I'm going to do for money when I have completed my term of service, with my current employer. Also I stayed in centeral North Carolina, to help with the elder care of my mother. As of this year 2005 that obligation has been served to completion. I have only four things which tie me to my present location; my job, my bills, my college education, and the grave of my brother which I've really haven't done a very good job of keeping up. But I do know that the spirit of my deceased brother would tell me "go west, young man, go west", freeing me from forever being a grave tender and foresaking a possible new future for myself. The great news is that I have no wife, girlfriend (of matter), or off spring to leave behind, should I leave. But yes one day barring a possible new love, I would like to prepare myself to move to a new locale before I'm too old. So as you can see I am either stagnant or at a crossroad. But it's up to me to dig my grave, or to shoulder the pack and move forward.

And to end this part, the choice is my own. If I complete my new college education it's up to me, and my time, and my wallet and no one else. After all I'm a single white male, with a job, and an actual taxpayer to boot so that there is hardly a grant for me. And that's how I like it, I just wish that others would do the same. I do not always like my job, nor the pay I earn. But I do not cry to the government for a "living wage", in fact I will live with less, to save the money which buys the education. This will allow me to seek an employer whom will pay a greater wage to which I am earning now, provided that I with my new education become a earning prospect to my new employer. I just wish that others felt the same way, and they could if they would only try. But that means they would have to put in an effort, but liberalism says that they do not have to, that it's the job of the rich taxpayer to keep up the poor. Because it's capitalism, which inslaves the poor in the first place. Only until that wonderful day when the democratic party creates the socialist United States will the poor get justice, and those whom achieved will see will see the efforts of their labor be ground into dust by the poor, as pearls before the swine.

End of Part #1, I got some 'work' to do, and I want to spend some time with tending my field. Besides my sister is comming to town only for the second time since I lived here, and this house is a mess. "Hey I'm a single guy, if you don't like it, to date me is to mop my floor.